mentally ill person needs money to move away from toxic home life

cakesdown:

cakesdown:

Hi, my name is Sol. I’m 19 going on 20 and I’ve been purposefully isolated from civilization and social interaction since I was 13. My parents are emotionally abusive, ableist, and transphobic, and as a mentally ill nonbinary person who has a drive to do something with their life, this doesn’t make for a good combination. 

As such, my only form of income is commissions. There are no jobs for miles, i don’t have my license, and a large portion of my funds would just go into gas and food money alone if I tried to get a job out here. I’ve been here for nearly a decade and my mental and physical health continues to deteriorate. I haven’t been to a doctor since I was around 10 years old. I have issues with major depression, anxiety, DPDR, BDD, and God only knows what else that I haven’t been able to figure out yet. 

My parents are chronic indoor smokers and my house always reeks of cigarettes, and due to the exposure, my lungs are probably shot. I know absolutely nobody in real life to help me. I’m stuck and alone here. 

tl;dr? I need to get out of here.

Please, please consider commissioning me or spreading this around. Commissions are literally my only option right now and every single cent goes into savings. I plan to move in with a trusted friend across country once I have enough funds and work on getting a job and finding somewhere to live, but I can’t do that on what’s in my bank account. I need your help. If you can’t commission me, reblog. I appreciate it more than you know.

My commission post is here

My ko-fi is here

it’s getting worse.

i’m 20 now, and have my driver’s license, but it doesn’t do me much good when the only car my family has is prone to breaking down and dying at literally any time. i still can’t get a job. commissions are incredibly few and far between.

my father is now immobile and cannot do anything. my mother and i have to wait on him constantly and if something happened to us he could not help us. we’re all stuck. i’m stuck. i’m stuck and i want to get out of here. 

please consider donating or commissioning me or reblogging this – again, if you feel so inclined. i genuinely, honestly don’t know what to do.